Spill Me

(sigh, always, crush)

You spill me
upside down
and I feel like a stupid schoolgirl
caught with her jumper down

You take me
to places I haven't been
in such a long time
I thought I was gone from them

I don't know why I thought I could be
someone to make you want me
I don't know why I thought I could be
someone to make you leave
all you've ever known

You thrill me
I tingle inside
come over here, shut up, sit down
listen to me for a while
when you talk to me
do you think I'm dumb
it's that stupid insecurity and shyness
holding on to my tongue

I don't know why I thought I could be
good enough to make you want me
I don't know why I thought I could
make you leave
all you've ever known

You spill me
inside out
and here I'm stupid schoolgirl
caught with her jumper inside out
and you take me to places I haven't been
in such a long time I thought I was done with them

I don't know why I thought I could be
good enough to make you want me
I don't know why I thought I could be
someone to make you want me
I don't know why I thought I could be
someone who'd make you leave
all you've ever known